i have low Salt self esteem today. i feel like my wheels are spinning, im not getting anywhere. i wonder if this radio thing is a skill i can learn, or if it's maybe a talent i just dont have. maybe this is just a plane old, lame old, cliched quarter life crisis. the funny thing is that something is going to take off any minute and my story telling esteem will be soaring again. This sitting and waiting - for people to get back in touch, for meeting dates to draw near... makes me feel like i'm missing something, missing out on something.